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I feel how my Angel walks with me,
creating fog that slowly surrounds my surroundings...
Have the little urge to touch that Angel.
Her white, soft... fragile skin,
wearing sweet, tasteful perfume,
driving me lightly insane.

I might love her.
I might even hate her.
Miss her, being not real
or she is real, but I just have no right to reach out my hand,
so I could satisfy my need to hold somebody in my embrace.

Our minds are for simple things...
I can't even catch her with my hazy eyes,
afraid that she might see my look, so needy.
It is so hard and that's why -
Things are not of mind to simplify
and all I can do is imagine her to grin.
That innocent, toothpaste commercial smile.

I'm nothing but full of sadness
and she really doesn't mind...
if in a moment I just disappear into the darkness.
Nothing but Bible-black fool,
who's trying to walk on... carry on,
on this jumpy ground.
No living creature is with me on this deserted road,
once belonged to God,
now to emptiness in our hearts and souls.

I'm feeling really messy...
Stealing some lines from others,
making them look like I have something in my head...
Questioning myself:
„Can I be the One, Poet, Artist, Creator?
Or am I just the kind who is helping to end humanity,
not producing innocent babies into this dying Earth?"

I am sorry that I am not that kind of human,
I'm sorry that I can't be the one who you are,
I'm sorry that I'm making you unhappy and sad with my mind, past and life,
with my words, so poisoned and full of unknown anger.
I am so sorry that my sadness is bigger than my optimistic happiness.
I'm sorry that I can't hold my faked smile 24/7 over my face
and flash my teeth everytime you're saying something that should be rewarded with it.
I'm sorry for being grumpy and sometimes isolated so I forget how to talk to person.

Simple things in this life...
and I'm failing with most of them.



Note:  "Bible-black fool" – taken from - Nightwish "Song of Myself" (Imaginaerum - 2011)
"Our minds are for simple things/Things are not of mind to simplify" – changed a bit, but basically taken from - Poets of the Fall "Passion Colors Everything" (Revolution Roulette - 2008)


© Shay
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Louder Than Words by Les Friction
  • Reading: The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson
  • Watching: The Ellen Show
  • Playing: Guitar
  • Drinking: Double Coffee
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gonegal Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2012  Student Writer
Reading this over and over again... Wow.. :)
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MinnemannE Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2012
:blush: heh, thank you :)
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:icongonegal:
gonegal Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012  Student Writer
My pleasure :D
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Pereyga Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
"Simple things in this life...
and I'm failing with most of them."

somehow I feel like I can relate to that oO
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MinnemannE Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
Good or bad?
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Pereyga Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
more bad I guess oo
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MinnemannE Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
O_o :cling:
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Pereyga Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I guess failing at things isn't good xD
But I like what you wrote
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MinnemannE Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
If you fail, you'll learn from it :) and thank you ^^
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Pereyga Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope so ^^ thank you and you are welcome
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